Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Thursday, January 31, 2008

No God Exist

I used to believe in you
But you never believed in me
I felt lonely
But you were not there beside me
I used to see fearful nightmares
So I prayed
You just ignored
And escaped
I gave up on you
And you came back
I never turned up
You got fucked
I went on and on to see
Who can treat me
When I bleed.
Then I stopped one day by a stream
A light was there to be seen.
A new spirit came in to my genes
I don’t see any fearful dreams
Think you are spiritual
I’ll tear you to bits
Fuck this rhyme
It’s six six six

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
Writes to
Spontaneous-Combustion
From Srilanka

Sunday, January 20, 2008

I am not born yet

Your tears teaches me laughter
Your joy teaches me anger
Your errors are my victories
The bad times you have are
The happy times I’ve always been through
Your blood creates my flesh
With your own eyes
I see your inner vision
Each attempt you take to destroy me
Will fail every now and then
Each step you take
I’ll follow you to the death
You try killing me, but you can’t
And you find the reason why
I can’t die…I wont die…
I am the devil’s Child
I am not born yet
But I am watching you

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
Writes to
Spontaneous-Combustion
From Srilanka

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

ARMAGEDDON

The dead will rise
Millions of mighty warriors
From down under
Will gather to one battle field.
Oh…The smell of blood in the Plain of Esdraelon
The hell is unleashed
Victims screaming to death
No savior appears.
The dark lord is to be seen
The judgment is ready to be given
He opens his mouth and speaks
The voice reminds
The scream of the mother
When you were born.
Every thing will be perished
You will Die


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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
Writes to
Spontaneous-Combustion
From Srilanka

Saturday, January 5, 2008

Sri lankan Goda Suddo...

What’s wrong with the people in Sri lanka. I have come across this question a several times. Well I am talking about the people who are trying to be too posh. A few words to define the word posh are aristocratic, superior, high-class, stylish, ect. But since I started to meet new people (I don’t want to mention where since people feel very uncomfortable then…) after leaving my school, I saw a few incidents where people try to put a funny accent when they talk or add extra styles for their actions (Gosh!!! how hard is it to explain what is running right now in my head…) The worst part is that most of the people who do this are not really matching the word posh. It is very easy to find out the people who are trying to be posh out of the real posh people. For example, one way of pointing out a posh person is that he or she talks to each and every person in the same style, same volume and in the same rhythm. But a person who is trying to be posh cannot talk like that with every person. Specially when they talk to an actual high-class person.

Why do people want to do this? Is it to get attraction? If so why can’t they use some other method rather than make funny sounds… I know this lady who speaks Sinhala with a fake accent. Every time I see her I smile (not to greet her, because of the fake accent…) She is descendent from a good Sinhala family by the way. Mostly it is girls who has this attitude. Just to mention by names of some schools, starting off from Ladies, Bishops, Musaeus, Vishaka, ect,, These schools have the same damn stupid idea.

I had a nice friend, a girl from St.Marys used to come to my chemistry class. She was in that school for 12 years, and for the final year, for some luck she got in to Ladies College. After that each time I met her, noticed that she hardly spoke a single word in Sinhala. Even that Sinhala was pronounced with an accent. Another story is that, once I met a few girl guides from Musaeus and we had a chat. Some how we started to talk about food. And I said that I can cook traditional food. Gosh what did I hear!!! All their answers and comments were similar to each other…All of them were about, not knowing how to cook or how bad they are when it comes to cooking.. Fucking Hilarious…And they think it is posh.

I am not shy to say that I am poor in English…But I am shy because I still can’t understand some of the Sinhala words in books. Living in the country for twenty years, I still couldn’t learn half of the language. I am sure you have the same problem. Cry Sri lanka…people are waiting to laugh at yourself…


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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
Writes to
Spontaneous-Combustion
from Srilanka

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Signs of Satan!

Hey guys I found this on the web and it’s very interesting…

Satanists or just a mere coincidence?

I Love You, Devil?
The "El Diablo" hand sign often is con-fused with the deaf hand signal of the phrase, "I love you." While at first this appears an odd resemblance, we register an "ahh, I get it!" emotion when we discover that the person who invented, or created, the hand sign system for the deaf, Helen Keller, was herself an occultist and Theosophist. Did Keller purposely design the deaf's "I love you" sign to be such a remarkable imitation of the classic sign of Satan? Was Keller saying, basically, "I love you, Devil?" -Texe Marrs

"She invented over 60 different signs by which she could talk to her family before the age of seven. For example, if she wanted ice cream she would wrap her arms around herself and pretend to shiver."

The above article is taken from another website.
Click Here for the original website.


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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
Writes to
Spontaneous-Combustion
From Srilanka

Feed Your Head before the Coming New year

30th December 2007..
Yes… just another day left for the new year. Woke up early morning at about 8.00 AM thanks to a stupid mosquito. From then onwards I couldn’t sleep, so I got off the bed. Nothing to do and nothing to say. The best thing I could do was to get my self out of home and fool around. So I phoned my college pal Sajith. Yes the guy from the Srilankan metal band “Merlock” and asked him if there is anything special happening that day. Lucky me!!! Another crazy Rock Concert… What’s more…It was organized by the crazy Wagons. I so wanted to see all these bands playing at a single night. So I was off to Sajith’s and stayed there for a while. I was nit surprised to see him in his pyjamas at 11.00 AM. Few minutes later Sajith’s phone rang. He answered the call and said one single sentence “Ok machang, I’ll be there”. So my guess was right…It was Chathuranga, the Heladiva Warrior from “Funeral In Heaven”. They were about to start the sound check for the concert happening at that night at the Taj Samudra Hotel. We phoned Dumindu and Niroshan to give them the message about the sound check.

All of us finally went to the hotel(Towards the car park) not surprised to see Buddhi my old friend, yes the magnificent musician from “Wagon park” standing outside. He looked so busy but not tired as always. We went inside the club, and I went wow.. How happy I was to see all my rocking friends in there. The “Nemesis”, “Grey mind domain”, “Wagon Park”, and all the individual rock fans. Ok time was up..

The sound check was over at 6.30 PM and we all went back to Dumindu’s place changed our clothes and came back to Taj. The concert started at about 8.30 PM. The first band to perform was “Restricted” If I am not wrong. Not a large audience for the first band. The next band lineup was Nemesis, Grey mind Domain, Merlock… Wagon park. There were more bands I cant remember there names. Sorry about that…But all the mentioned and unmentioned bands were awesome. But it would have been more happening if “Fallen Grace” and “Funeral In Heaven” also played at that night.

But still all the Metal fans and Bands did not miss this concert. We really had a great time Head banging and being moshed…

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
Writes to
Spontaneous-Combustion
from Sri Lanka

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Black Rose

Shunning the sun
Waiting for night to prosper
Blossom opening
Velvet darkness descending
Upon dark petals
Thorns turning outward
Ready to draw
The wine of life
From those who
Would suppress it
Or crush it under foot.
It remembers.
There will be no mercy.


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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
Writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
From Srilanka

Mighty Warrior

Lucifer chose you
When you least expected
He Called:
"Oh, Mighty Warrior"
The power filled you
Cold Chills of awakening
Fire filled your heart
It shook the walls
You ran through
Your House
Looking for Him, but
Found nothing
Except silence.
Was it He?
Years pass and
Long Have you waited
For Him to return
And speak again
Those words of
Awakening
In your ear.

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
Writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
From Srilanka

Monday, December 17, 2007

IF


If you want to stand,
You have to be ready to fall.

If you want to create,
You have to be ready to destroy.

If you want to write,
You have to be ready to erase.

If you want to win,
You have to be ready to lose.

If you want to be happy,
You have to be ready to be sad.

If you want to possess,
You have to be ready to let go.

If you want to be praised,
You have to be ready to be criticized.

If you want to go up,
You have to be ready to go down.

If you want to laugh,
You have to be ready to cry.

If you want to get,
You have to be ready to give.

If you want to start,
You have to be ready to stop.

If you want to live,
You have to be ready to die.

Nothing lasts forever.

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
Writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
From Srilanka

The Teen Thing

Imagine you taking a trip in a car. It's an unknown area. The driver is you . You're heading down an open road. All of a sudden you reach a turning point. There are no road signs and you have no map. Two ways to go. A decision has to be made. The right one will bring you to your destination-joy and happiness, but the wrong one will bring sorrow and disappointment.

Freeze this exact moment, and think of what's going on in the mind of a 17 or 18 year old teenager. If I am not mistaken, it would be the same. The only difference is that you are not alone. There will be people who affect your decision. It might be your friends, or more special friends as girl or boyfriends, teachers and even par­ents. These above people can make your decision easier, but they can most certainly make it tougher.

Teenage life - a certain turning point in life, where a person can be made or broken, where the right path would take him/her to the best things in life and the wrong bring disaster. Now I would like to discuss the effect the above mentioned people make towards your decision.

First let's take parents the people who have gone through it all. They were once teenagers and they've had teenage feelings especially about the opposite sex, but when they become adults and then parents, they tend to forget those feelings. Then when their children (that's us) reach that age it is they the children who have to suffer. Most of them have been told to stay away from having girl or boyfriends and concentrate on studies. What does this do? It makes the teen more impatient even angry. With this hatred they want to get even. What happens? They have relationships on the sly, get into watching pornographic material, and even getting involved with prostitutes. In the end they end up with nothing. This is a situation where the parents' attitude helps you make the wrong decision. Par­ents however do most of the time try to help their children make the right one through good advice, but the above mentioned problem does exist.

Now to the friends. All teenagers have their gang of friends or click. These friends play a major role in the life of a teenager. Through good times and bad times they tend to stick with each other. They know all your secrets and personal stuff, and in the time of need they give advice, advice probably even parents wouldn't have thought of. When it comes to decision making, they are the ones who tend to guide you, at least most of the time, although if you're in the wrong click, it's a whole different ballgame. Peer pressure can certainly break a person down to pieces. If they get you into drugs, cigarettes and alcohol it would mean disaster.

There's no stopping it. When you become a teenager you tend to have a liking towards the opposite sex. It's nature's way. At least to have a few friends of the opposite sex is a must in a teen's mind. So many of them have girl or boyfriends, with parental permission or not. How these people affect the decision of a teen is quite complex. So I leave it to those who do have girl or boyfriends to decide for themselves as to how they affect their lives. Be it negatively or posi­tively, admit it they do effect them in a major way.

What is education? Is it just the gathering of information through books and in the process memorizing the facts? I don't think so. To me education means the development of the mind to a cer­tain stage from which a character could be moulded. Education doesn't necessarily have anything to do with studies. It could hap­pen through sports, an area which certainly does test the mind to its limits. The people who guide you through this whole educating proc­ess are the teachers. What role does a teacher play in a teen's life? Is it only to tell him/her to study this, memorize that and so on? Hopefully not. A teacher should be able to talk freely with the teen.

They should be able to teach students not only matters in textbooks but subjects like sex education a topic which everyone wants to know about, but are afraid or too shy to talk about. This then brings up the topic of our education system, but if I were to write about that it would be another essay, so I'll leave it there.

Teenage life is such a complex time that I think even the great gurus would find it difficult to figure it out. So, in conclusion I would like to state that if you're a teenager who's reading this, have fun, enjoy the ride, but just think of what I've said above and see if it relates to you as well

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
Writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
From Srilanka

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Aliens Exist

A majority of people think that planet earth is the only heav­enly body known to support life but unfortunately they will have to think again. Our galaxy contains billions of stars, most like our own sun. So like our sun they could also be the centre of other planetary systems. Science confirmed this after the discovery of a large planet orbiting the star 47 Ursea Majoris 34 light years dis­tant from planet earth. In such systems there is a large possibility that a planet similar in physical properties to earth could exist and such a planet could support a unique diversity of life. Extraterres­trial life has long been suspected to exist and according to some scholars, the Pyramids of Giza, the lines of Nazaca, the South American civilizations and many other ancient wonders are the influential work of aliens.

Even during modern times many people claim to have wit­nessed an unidentified flying object, commonly known as a UFO. Others claim to have been abducted by UFO occupants who are said to be aliens, either 7 footer giants or 3 feet tall midgets. These beings are said to perform experiments on abductees, analyzing stuff such as the DNA. Some unlucky abductees are never re­turned and become permanent exhibits in the extraterrestrial would of science.

Science has tried hard to explain this phenomenon but so far has not been able to present a valid explanation. Many scientists do not want to accept that there is other life in the universe and simply denounce UFO encounters as hoaxes. In case of pho­tographs they state that they are photographs of weather balloons, irregular clouds, shooting stars or even insects. They also blame the human imagination as a culprit for this phenomenon.

Whether it is the work of extraterrestrials, paranoids or fame greedy humans we shall not know for sure, but we do know that science has not offered a reasonable explanation.

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
from Srilanka

Do You Believe in Mystery Creatures

Ancient mythology is full of stories of strange creatures such as dragons, ghouls and goblins. However in modern times after great strides the science of zoology mystery creatures that defy all attempts of capture still roam the world's forests. They stay one step ahead of man's quest for the trath and rule the jungles with illusive prestige. The so called man - beasts are examples for such illusive creatures. Man-beasts such as the Bigfoot of North America, the Yeti of the Himalayas, the Almas of Russia and the Caucasus mountains and the Hibagon of Japan'are said to be man like in shape but with large frames, dark body hair, apelike faces and statures of over 6-71/2 feet.

Science treats the same way it treats UFOs and gives simi­lar explanations. Stating that they are creations of the human im­agination. However some do agree that surviving specimens of the giant Ice Age fossil ape Gigantopithicus could be behind this phenomenon but it is certain that science has to go a long way to answer this big question.

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
from Srilanka

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

COURAGE - TO KEEP ON KEEPING ON

It is so satisfying
To give vent to our feelings
Give blow for blow - with hard words
To lose control of ourselves
Let the poison of anger
Resentment, envy and pride-
Enslave us in their bonds.

What fools we are - as humans
To forget that vital truth.
The crown of His creation -
We are But alas how weak
The utmost height of glory -
We can reach. But all we do
Is crawl in the dust and mud.

Inborn in us is courage
Compassion, love and patience.
Let not pride take hold of you
But aspire to heights above.
No mountain peaks were ever reached
By cowards. The Lord needs men
Of grit, so keep on keeping on.

Endurance is another
Measurement of courage
To some folks that was given
As God's special gift of love.
So as you face life's trials
Be assured - the strength He'll grant
Courage - to keep on keeping on

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
Writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
From Srilanka

Sunday, December 9, 2007

AMERICA'S WORST DAY

Disaster struck America on Eleventh September
Three planes crashed on buildings we remember
Americans who had forgotten to pray
Were down on their knees in disarray

America's twin towers which took years to ascend
Struck by the terrorists were quick to descend
Oh! What a disaster as the whole world listened
Glued to their TVs horrified at what happened

For the Americans it was quick and sudden
The terrorists were on a suicide mission
Osama Bin Laden took his opportune chance
To split America's heart into several parts

It was shock to the entire world and all
Except for the hijackers who knew it all
The Americans thought that they were the wall
Which none could ever break at all

Thousands who died on that fateful day
Were working in the towers night and day
But forever they were silenced never to say
How they died in this most tragic way

Pride of America - The World Trade Centre
Came down before the rescuers could enter
For the Americans it was a costly blunder
Which they will - for ages remember

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
from Srilanka

SUNSET AT THE BAY

The sun sinks sadly in the dying west,
The salt lad'n winds from o'er the ocean blow;
And sailing shore wards to their haven's rest
The fishing boats draw nigh. The radiant glow
Of sunset casts a spell across the bay,
And hues of amber, rose and crimson red
With bars of gold, and silver specks overspread
Reflect the glory of departing day;
The darkening sky above the palms is kissed
By shades of blue and mauve and amethyst.
Now pale points twinkle in the gathering gloom
Like fireflies flitting'neath the evening bloom.
Ah! soon the darkness cloaks the gorgeous scene
And leaves me rude awakened from a dream.

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
from Sri lanka

IT'S DUSK

It's dusk.
Darkness overshadows the world.
A world that lays rent by violence,
Shattered by sadness.

People live now lone, broken, empty,
Shadows that move by necessity,
Senseless of creativity.

Tears once smeared their faces,
Grief once filled their hearts,
Bitter thoughts alone now dwell within,
Curses which never are heard.

It is quiet; all, deathly still.
The sight that once drew crowds
Is but now a rubble field.
Majestic buildings, theatres, temples
Look on useless, worthless, helpless.

Victims of terror, homelessness, rape,
People now live their barren lives.
Vengeance was once their only wish,
Now, death alone their fervent hope.

A son returned in dust and ashes,
A mother denied, a wife widowed,
A shroud of grief descends on a home,
And a life becomes a memory.

Terror now rules the world,
Peace (is promised), a mirage
To the war weary victim,
Yet, now only remain blood and tears
In a deep, eternal stream.

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
from Sri lanka

Friday, December 7, 2007

The New Age of Miniaturization

Over the last few years, computer chips have found their way into almost every electronic device in the world. During that time they have become smaller, cheaper and more powerful, but, for some people, there is still plenty of scope to push back the limits of miniaturization.

The first generation of CMOS (complementary metal-oxide semiconductor) chips were based on a design process with lithographic features defining regions inside the transistors of 10 micrometers or more. The chips in most products in use today have features more than a hundred times smaller – just 65 nanometers (nm) or 90nm, approximately 1,000 times less than the width of a human hair. That may be small, but in the competitive semiconductor industry, where size is of high importance, it is not small enough.

A reduction in minimum feature size means more transistors per chip, more transistors means more computing power, and more power means electronic systems such as mobile phones, PCs, satellites, vehicles, etc. – will gain in functionality and performance.

“The semiconductor industry is in the business of selling square millimeters of silicon. So, by cramming more transistors into a chip you’re delivering more capacity, more functionality and more computing power for the same price. It’s why things like mobile phones, LCD TVs and DVD players are coming down in price,”

N-ko-ra returns
Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
from Sri lanka

The story of Miss.Optimiz

She is young and talented, short and sweet, and her job is to some how top list all the bullshit we create (in search engines). This job sound funny but do you know that it is the best way to fill up your pockets in the it field?

Say you want to buy some book. What would you do? Simply you would go to Google and type the books name and press the Search button. Then you will get hundreds and thousands of articles and websites related to the keyword you entered. Would you go through all the pages shown? At least would you scroll down and see the last topic? I guess not… you simply would visit the first link and close it off after that.

Basically getting your site listed on the top is really hard and that is what Miss Optimiz does. She has come quite far in this subject and thanks to her we manage to keep our sites top listed in the search engines.

The funny part about her is that she is supposed to do some job related to medicine or genetics. Who cares…she is still trying to figure out what really suits her as the job…I guess…She is my best buddy at work. She is on a diet for a long time now thinking she is too fat ( if she thinks she is fat, what would she think about Mr. Chou chou!!!) Anyway she is tiny as a kebab stick. She learns something new everyday. She has this pet fish named George and a Tom cat which she speaks to me about always…But the last few days she started to speak to me about this other cat…hmm…mystery behind the scenes..

That’s enough about her

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
from Sri lanka

Do It Now!!!

This is a good motto for all who are inclined to be dilatory on unpunctual. "Do it now" Doing things at the right time is the es­sence of punctuality; and punctuality is just the opposite of pro­crastination. This means “putting off till tomorrow”. Procrastina­tion is always a Fault - a Fault of laziness and dilatoriness; for it always means putting off for to-morrow what ought to be done to­day. If it is not firmly checked, Procrastination soon grows into a bad habit, it may be due to laziness, or to the illusion that there will be plenty of time in the Future to do all we have to do. The lazy man consoles himself with all he will do, some day, as the Negro said "Next week's going to be a mighty busy time" A Spanish prov­erb runs "To - morrow is often the busiest day in the week" But for lazy Folks to-morrow and next week never come.

That we shall have more time to morrow is an illusion. To­morrow will have its own work to be done and there will be no time to do yesterday's work as well. Every time we put off the work we ought to do to-day we are piling up and find the arrears of work undone are too big to be overtaken. So in the end "lazy folks take the most pains"

"Procrastination" it is said "is the thief of time". We have only a limited amount of time at our disposal; and every hour we waste in idleness is "stolen" from our little stock by that thief Pro­crastination. Time wasted is lost.

The lazy man says in his heart "Never do to-day what you can put off for tomorrow" or even "never put off for to-morrow what you can put off for the day after to-morrow". But the wise man takes as his motto the old Proverb. "Never put off for to - morrow what you can do to-day", this is a sound idea, and worthy of adop­tion. So let your motto be "Do it now"!

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Nishan Shanaka Korala Gamage
writes to
Spontaneous Combustion
from Sri lanka